Madness

My 1st post, already so bitter. Damn. I'm so angry with myself, for being angry and confused. I don't know how to put what i'm feeling now into words, you see. Better don't. Because I don't have a good anger management. I can go off, and die. Should I go for a therapy or should I just take a breather.. and continue whatever I'm doing. Life is not easy as it seems. There's just so many turbulence I have to deal with each day. Ditto, I'm halfway to space now.
You guys must be wondering what the heck I'm trying to say, really. Well, let's make it this way. I'm not good enough, and I keep on complaining, because I care. I care of how much effort I've to spill on something that has no end. I'm absolutely absurd. And for that, I thank you all for reading this mess.