Since giving birth, i try to stay in shape. It took me nearly 4 months for my body to stabilize from the post pregnancy nightmare. You know, the stretch marks and cellulite. Well, it won't simplydisappear even with an intensive exercise regimen. Trust me, all it takes is to control your food, as in what you're eating.
But that's not what I'm trying to say. There's a lot going on in my mind right now but i managed to sort this one out due to my endless insecurity and complex anxiety on my weight. I may not look like one who cares about weight at all, although previously I just don't care.. but trust me, when you're married, you might want to change your mindset about beauty and weight loss because it matters! To your husband after all. It's like putting a smile on your grumpy face when talking to your boss, I guess?
This morning, I was stumped for a minute when a collegue told me, she thought i'm pregnant. Great, in what way? a pregnant mind, or a pregnant body? By the way i'm behaving lately, she said. what? am i eating like an elephant lately? I don't think so.. luckily she couldnt tell me what it was and i don't think I want to hear it. I told her my son just turned 7mnth yesterday and i need another 2 years to re-evaluate being pregnant for the 2nd time.
Yes,we can laugh about this. But the thought is bothering me. Yikes,can someone tell that you're pregnant just from a mere observation? That makes you want to go hmm... oh well.. maybe I should take it easy. As long as i don't have the symptoms yet, I consider myself, pregnant free.
But, i'm sure tonight, i'll be pregnant with nightmares because i simply can't stop thinking! Having a child definitely brings a new meaning to your life.
But having 2 child within less than a year is definitely something..